Decided

I think I felt your nudge.

Since high school, I have tried to seek out my passion and my college major. Some days I tremble with fear of failure and tears well up as I blink them away.

What makes this worse is Indecision, a huge player in my life that loves to jumble my thoughts.

However, I've been trying to block Indecision out and instead ask Him to take my hand and yank me towards where he wants me.
Not sure if I got this correctly, Lord. Let me know if I'm going astray like I usually do.

Biology major with Mathematics minor.
It sounds right, feels right. The nudge I felt was my internship professor telling me I need to find the general formula for a pattern that I talked about at a conference this past weekend. As much as I stare at it and scribble letters down, nothing happens. No light bulb or spark just my pattern with a lacking formula.
I hate it. I don't like being presented with a problem like this where I have no experience or previous example to help.

So, praying and thought in You has nudged me to where I am now. I'm not going to give up on the general formula, can't do that. However, I can listen to You and follow your voice.

Thanks.